I lost 1 lbs this week! Glad but kind of disappointing at the same time because I did make time to work out, although I know I didn't use all my points. When I get busy with school work I don't really eat..so maybe my body just went into starvation mode or something. That just lets me know what I have to do for next week. But it will definately be easier b/c I will be on a schedule.
In other news..been feeling relatively good, I def thought I was going to lose more weight this week because I can feel/see the difference now..anyways so I was talking to my soon to be 24 year old brother on the phone, and he says "Oh you know that Susan Boyle, (that singing sensation from Britain who has been all in the news), she reminds me OF YOU!" SERIOUSLY WTF!!! And I know he wasn't talking about my singing and saying it was on par with her. God ok I already have self confidence issues, what the hell is that all about??? Was soo mad, and it wasn't like he was joking. Because he definately was not. BIG FREAKING THANKS. That shows you my level of support. No wonder I have issues! gahh. So yah, that was yesterday. Nice introduction to what I had planned to be a good weekend of moving etc.
Why bother trying to dress relatively nice, makeup and all that jazz if in the end I'm the equivalent of Boyle. Ok yeah I'm superficial and I am sure she is wonderful and nice and sweet. But that is not what I care about at the moment, and it's not what others judged her on. So does this mean everyone thinks I look like her?? Because if so that would explain my current lack of dating life. SERIOUSLY BROTHER WTF!!
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